~ Lok Yi's Playground ~ 乐怡の乐园 ~

这几天， 乐怡病了. 发烧感冒, 鼻涕流不停. 晚上又睡不好, 看到她如此真的担心不已. 幸好, 她已经好多了. 不过, 这小坏蛋都不像病了. 依然像平时一样, 到处爬与玩. 只是比平时更爱撒娇. :-) 无论如何， 希望她早日康复 . 健健康康! 快快乐乐！

今天是中秋节 (Mooncake Festival), 家人聚在一堂; 吃个晚餐, 过得满开心的. 特别是宝贝乐怡! 看她拿着我爸爸为她做的柚子帽 (Pomelo Hat), 玩得多开心! 乐怡还小, 灯笼只有看的份儿没得玩. 不过, 明年她应该可以提着灯笼到处跑了! 很期待这一刻. 在此, 乐怡 祝大家中秋节快乐!

Yesterday, baby Lok Yi just turned 11 months old. It's quite hard to realized that she is growing so fast. Time was passing fast, next month she'll turning to 1 year old . We'll have a small birthday party for her with family members. She's mastered a lot of skills & tricks now that makes her more adorable & naughty. I can't imagine how's she going to be in future, but I do wish she's living in a happy & healthy life. Baby Lok Yi, faster walk to daddy here! :-)

Once, I was suffered from lost love. I've lost my way in life, that was a moment my life is full of sadness & hopeless. I'm glad that I found you. You’re the only other half that makes me whole. I know I'm not a tenderhearted & lovely man you always wanted, but I wish I could do more to make you smile & cheer. Looking back the moment we've gone through, it's full of sweetness & bitterness. Not easy but it's worthwhile experience & mean a lot to us! Last but not least, I don't know how to express my feeling & love to you. I'm thankful for your unconditional love & sacrifice. I just want the world to know that, My Love, Thank you, I love you! (老婆, 谢谢, 我爱你!)

Baby Lok Yi is able to stand up on her own! She's able to stand still, although only for awhile. I can't believe my eyes when I saw it but it's true, she's on her step now! Time is passing fast, never know when she'll be to walk on her own. I'm looking forward for that day. : ) Watching her growing day by day, living in a healthy & happiness life. It's hard to find the words to decribe the satisfaction & pleasure I felt...

Tuesday, 11 Sep 2007 was my darling's birthday. Although we didn't grandly celebrate, I bought her a small cake & sang her birthday song on that day. She was quite suprise with what I did because she always thought I behave like gander (not sentimental & tender enough). :-P The day after, we celebrated with family members. I still remember last year baby Lok Yi is still inside her mother's tummy. Poof!!! Now she is standing beside, on her mother's birthday. Here are the list of birthday wishes by my darling, My hubby quit smoking! (Hmm... Can't promise you dear but... I will try.) My hubby loves me more! (How can you doubt my love? Even I look like loving baby Lok Yi more than you, but I do love you more than anything. : -)) My baby Lok Yi grows up well & healhty! (My wish as well, can't wait to see her walking.) Next month, it's baby Lok Yi's birthday. She is 1 year old!!! Time is passing fast, never know when is the last t...

Recently I'm physically & mentally exhausted, suspect myself being infected by viruses. A new kind of virus, I think I should name it as "Old-Boring-Lazy-Ness" virus. Tell you no lie, I can felt that I've no mood in work, poor appetite, fatigue & forgetfulness. Think I'm in hibernate mode. Still waiting a command to activate me into normal mode. Based on my symptoms, I think it's time for me to admit that I'm getting old . Ha! it's very funny & too early for a 28 years old guy to say so but to me, It's true! Even kids started to call me uncle. : ( I've spent a quarter+ of my life-span (If I not die young) but there're still bunch of things need me to achieve. I'm not sure how long I can hold it & when will I collapse? However, I still believe I'm not that old, just need some polish & I'll back on the track. C'mon! It's time for me to do a reset, reboot myself into optimum stage & prepare mys...

Spent my weekend on 2 movies. First is "Meet the Robinsons" & Second is "Secret (不能说的秘密)" (Great movie, you should take a look). Both shows are different in terms of story line & genre but there are one similarity, which is " Time Machine " . A machine that would travel you into past or future. What's on my mind then? I ask myself: 'If I have this time machine, When I want to travel to, my past or my future?'. I wanted to go back to the time I was happy? to fix the mistakes I did last time? to love someone whom I can't be together anymore? A whole bunch of questions flashed into my mind but still I have to admit that, Without the past, without me current . By learn from the past, I do know myself more & the meaning of life. Hey you, if you have a time machine. When would you like to travel to?

My wife brought baby Lok Yi back to KL visit her mother for 1 week. Suddenly, i feel so lonely & emptiness. It's O.K. for the first 2 days but afterward I realised I missing her so much. I miss her smiles when we're playing, her voices in her baby talk, her cries to ask me for a hug & her smell when she's sleeping.... Think of her & I finally understand, this is the joy of life . Life is wonderful as you can see. P/S: Better don't let my wife knows about this, if not sure she'll kill me. Why? because I missing baby Lok Yi more than missing her. :-P

Saw this 3D identity in one blog, then I went there to create one 3D I.D. for my darling. Nice ha! Actually I wanted to create one for myself but accidentally selected female as this 3D I.D. gender. No turning back unless I create another account. Sigh! You can go to Meez to create your personalize 3D I.D. if you're interested. Hurry up!

Have you ever heartbreak or broken hearted before? The one you love left you, no matter he/she is your true love or family members. You feel loneliness, hopelessness, loss of self-esteem, apathy, insomnia, stomach ache, depression, denial & even suicidal thoughts. If you current situation hit more than 5 symptoms on above. Then you're confirm suffering in heart broken. You will feel your heart pain, physically pain when you thought of him/her. You just can't help youself to get rid of this but the fact is the only one who can help you is yourself. In fact, I felt it before when my first love broke up with me. It's hurt, I can deeply feel the pain coming through my heart at every moment my mind is flooded by the memories. My heart likes broken into thousand pieces. I couldn't help myself to stop thinking of her. For me, she is everything & I've tried to do anything just hope she can comes back to me. In that moment. I lost everything. My love, my job, mysel...